God writes our story.
I am still learning to surrender the pen.


Monday, November 15, 2010

Dear Friends,

Please be patient with me; I need to grieve in my own way and in my own time. Please don't take away my grief or try to fix my pain. The best thing you can do is listen to me and let me cry on your shoulder. Don't be afraid to cry with me. Your tears will tell me how much you care.

Please forgive me if I seem insensitive to your problems. I feel depleted and drained, like an empty vessel, with nothing left to give. Please let me express my feelings and talk about my memories. Feel free to share your own stories of my loved one with me. I need to hear them. Please understand why I must turn a deaf ear to criticism or tired clich├ęs. I can't handle another person telling me that time heals all wounds.

Please don't try to find the "right" words to say to me. There's nothing you can say to take away the hurt. What I need are hugs, not words. Please don't push me to do things I'm not ready to do, or feel hurt if I seem withdrawn. This is a necessary part of my recovery.

Please don't stop calling me. You might think you're respecting my privacy, but to me it feels like abandonment.

Please don't expect me to be the same as I was before. I've been through a traumatic experience and I'm a different person. Please accept me for who I am today.

Pray with me and for me. Should I falter in my own faith, let me lean on yours. In return for your loving support I promise that, after I've worked through my grief, I will be a more loving, caring, sensitive, and compassionate friend—because I have learned from the best.


Love,
theinconceivablehousewife

(by Margaret Brownley. Stumbled across this today, and couldn't find words more better put to attempt to describe. Thank you to all who are reading, all my supportive friends, and most importantly my husband.)

1 comment:

  1. "Please don't stop calling me. You might think you're respecting my privacy, but to me it feels like abandonment." Exactly. I have said it over and over to my friends and family. And fortunately a lot of them get it, but some, some I wouldn't expect, do not, and that hurts a lot.

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